- dear band,
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foxxybaby188- September 16th, 2009
dear band:
since fourth grade, i've loved band with all my heart. i've loved band with all my heart, until now. i can't take it anymore. i cannot, cannot be in this band with all this drama and fighting and joking around and stupidy. i'm coming to a complete hault with everything.
-i'm sick of people back talking everyone and not taking anything seriously. keep your mouth shut. no one wants to hear you complain.
-i'm sick of no one caring. don't give some bull crap excuse like "my mom made me do it". even if she did, don't be a dousche about it. at least act like you care.
-I'M SICK OF GIVING GOOD IDEAS AND NOT GETTING CREDIT FOR ANY OF THEM. i may not be any type of leader [no matter how bad i wanna be] but i give good ideas and suggest things all the time. and when i do, either no one listens to me or i get shot down. i honestly don't understand. they're not bad ideas, and it's not like everyone hates me. so why doesn't anyone listen?
-i'm sick of underclassmen back talking upperclassmen. 8 outta 10 times we're right, so don't give us crap about it. if we're right we're right, if we're wrong, people make mistakes. get over it.
right now i'm on the complete verge of quitting. i already decided that if i don't get section leader or get parade major, i'll quit. i can't stand when people don't listen to me to not have any authority. do not try to convince me to not quit. and don't tell me things will get better, because that's what i've been trying to tell other people, including myself, since the first band practice, and now i've come to realize that it won't. nothing will get better. nothing will change. i can't do it. i just, can't do it anymore.
love perri.
"i am like the munchkin, and he is the wicked witch of the east, and until someone drops a house on his butt, i won't be happy."
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- boys. and sex.
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- foxxybaby188
- August 3rd, 2009
blah
for my first official blog, i'm writing about the sore subject of boys.
eck.
like, i'm so done with not understanding the male mind, it's ridiculous. i'll start off with my boyfriend. it's been like, a month and two or three weeks. about one week into the relationship, he tells me he loves me. i'm guessing he wanted me to say i loved him back, but really, is he serious? that's crazy. i've only known him for a few months, and we haven't been dating for that long. so he goes, "do you love me?" and i'm like, "uhm, no?" and he gets mad. does he really believe that i'm supposed to love him? that's crazy. he's crazy. plus, he's two years younger than me, he probably doesn't even know what love is. plus, i'm convinced that the only reason why he said that, was because he wants to get in my pants. i told him that, and i got yelled at some more. i expected that though. hahaa.
that's another thing i wanna talk about;
sex?!sexytime. ;].
guys, are not only confusing in relationships, they're confusing in everything else too. but uhm, they're confusing, no matter what. they wanna get in yer pants, but they won't date you. i can understand, if you've got an attractive body and not and an attractive face, then i can see that. but what the heck, why would you make that obvious. there's plenty of guys out there that are like, "mmmm mama you so sexy" but do you wanna date me?
no, of course not.
guys have no rhyme or reason to anything they do. and it makes no sense.
boys are stoopid. period.
g'bye. :]
- eh.
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- foxxybaby188
- August 3rd, 2009
hello.
this is my first blog.
i was gunna blog about random shit ;;
but i don't feel like it now,
this took too long to make.
hahaaa.
i'll do it tomorrow.
g'night!
